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Losing the faith

By Sparky | January 31, 2008

It’s weird how tests of faith seem to come in as many different forms as faith itself comes in. Recently my faith in technology as the future of mankind has been on shaky ground. Developing Traskpro has been strangely cathartic – almost like opening my eyes up to what software development can be: fun, rapid, iterative, and responsive to user input. Working for a large software company seems to be the polar opposite of my experience with Traskpro. It’s slow moving, overly precise, and so large that changing direction takes years if it happens at all.

This start contrast (combined with the weary weight of too many hours put into work and Traskpro) is leaving me depleted – worried about the future I strive so hard to bring about. My vision of the future seems at times so within my grasp – mere years away if everything goes right. Then I realize that nothing is going right: the world is a glacially slowly moving monstrosity. While technology continues to evolve in leaps and bounds it’s the rest of the world that’s too slow to adapt to it and seemingly unwilling embrace its change.

So what is the point? If the world won’t embrace the change technology offers is it worth the effort to produce the technology? Should radical technologists like myself simply give up? Should we all go back to farming goats and continue our tried and true biological ways?

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Topics: Daily grind, Development, Health, Technology | 2 Comments »

2 Responses to “Losing the faith”

  1. Andru Edwards Says:
    January 31st, 2008 at 10:56 pm

    what is this technological future which you envision, and do you want to cone by for super bowl? ;)

  2. mike Says:
    February 2nd, 2008 at 5:09 pm

    ‘I’ve been crumpled, and crumpled, and made soft.’

    yea, the fun gets ground down to little nubs when the ‘people with good hair’ get involved.